chaos

have been thinking a lot lately.. like really a lot

everything that is having its impact on my life recetly...

and man!! how i want to yell on top of my lungs...

i spoke to a friend today... a nice talk... we shared a lot despite my busy assignment schedule.. i really feel relief talking to this friend... of course a good friend is a friend where u can pour out and not worrying how this person will perceive u..

i shared my problems....

a wink was send back to me... WTF...a wink for my problem?? come on.. u can do better than that

the conversation continues... life is this tough, it's like god make u crash your car before u drive a nice car so u won't speed with it... sometimes god want u to take or taste whatever u r tasting now for a very good reason that only he knows

yea.. the god theory again...

push all the blame on god eh...

i no longer know what is right or what is wrong...

a person once describe... chaos, how u put the world into chaos

when something unexpected happen, its then a chaos... everyone panic

but if u expect something to happen.. it's not a chaos rather it's just an event....

as steady i am this time, the impact is still there... seriously there is no right or wrong depending u look at it from who's point of view...

i have my expectation on certain event... let's c how right i get