failure

i already forgot how many tears have drop and how many times i have broken down during this past week...

am taking a leave starting tomorrow....

i don't feel like doing anything... nothing seems important as of now....

i know i'm weak... i know.... and i knew that life should move on.... i know

but as everything came crashing down.....

i remember her saying this

"thats a true wish from me, i want u to succeed"

nothing seems even important now..... it's bleak... worst than bleak.. it's total chaos in darkness

:(

i fail again today