myself

just turn 26....

before i continue i would really really like to thanks everyone of their support shown and their wishes... u guys have been great... thank you so so much... thank you

have been talking to a lot of people and read a lot of stuff...

i read this article... sometimes u can't control what others say or do... its only whather u want to embrace it or not that matters....

since i just had my birthday yesterday i would like to share with all on my thoughts and view

i realize i really enjoy working and this is what i don't realize myself until a friend told me that i'm a workaholic.. i don't think i am but i would just rather use the time to earn some additional cash.. it's not much but its still money...

a friend asked me.. what i do actually and how many work i do... to be frank... today beauty has always been my core business and that without much question, thats the core business.... i teach is simply because i really like teaching... however i don't teach for peanuts... came weekend... i normally have class on saturday while on sunday.... if i'm free, i would prefer to work....

some say what about my other half??

u know... i use to spend lot of time with her... seeing her everyday and at times twice a day... but i soon realize the hard truth... though she like to c me everyday... she prefer to have her own activities too...

workaholic?? i beg to differ but just maybe i pull in more hours compare to average joe outside... i just club less, watch less football and mamaking less... less my life seems lifeless... but this is what i enjoy doing

colourful life only starts when i get married... some of course have different opinion

but i know when i get married i no longer can pull in such working hours anymore... i really want to bring my family out for weekend activites or just cuddle with my wife.. lol

anyway lets skip the topic

i got to celebrate my birthday twice... can u imagine that?? all along i thought they have forget about me since i already gave them up.... they all come back and support me all the way

thanks...

went to the library yesterday... this new friend introduce this girl to me... Haha...

silly boy... definetely not in relationship mood... i miss her veyr much still, though i already gain my composure now... lol

at times i still drop a tears or two for her but definetely not crying anymore.... again, if it is to be.. it will be...

now, i got something to look forward to... new car.. wah... so damn happy... seriously... is damn happy...

she once told me she did not leave me because i'm poor... i know u did not

but i know u also seek for a better guy who has a better financial background... i don think mine is that strong.... seriously, i don't think so... i can't afford to buy u that coach bag whenever i c u jumping with glee looking at those bags, i can't afford to pay for all your cosmetics products when i c u smile happily trying those products out, at times i also fail to even pay for that magazine that i knew u wanted so much....

but i'm really just start off my business and i just need some time.. anyway time's up for me

now that everything is revise... i hope to change a new car... one day hopefully bring u out with my new car

:)

and no, i'm not getting city...no way

1.04pm here.... time to finish up my assignment again...

thanks again for all the support shown... thanks

:)