really

it's more of bit then just hurt that creep up the wall
it's a freaking siege from all corner of the wall
killing softly without much safety from the fall
despair, beaten and hurt is one of the many feeling in this bundle it all
looks like a big discount from the nearby mall
stepping and stomping on the shattered heart off the wall
killing and pushing that beats u down even if u trying standing tall
it's a killer call

i didn't sleep the whole night last night
how could i
i was anticipating looking for her earlier today
more than eager
was even around her place as early as 7
her response was so bad i decided not to make her day any worse
am i that bad that i can create such a bad day for someone
probably, possible
i spend the other half of the morning sitting by the corner not sure of what to do
it hits me like a train wreck
it really feels lonely
not sure how many of u tasted this but those who does know what it means
i choking on my own pool of tears
yes, it's that bad
how badly have i screw up? it's up to how u see it
i pick up the broken pieces
i cant even put them back on together
shaking i look myself into the mirror
it more than sad, it's pathetic
i lose myself beyond the realm of what if,

her beauty have stolen my heartbeat away literally
her smile have make my life a shadow to hers
her warmth which was so close yet so far stole all the world's limelight
it has always been the one
i crumble down

and as time fly by,
i remember... this is the place where we used to hug and smile at each other while looking deeply into each other's eye
i close my eye quietly and slowly
memory flashes back
and u know when i say it really hurts
that it really hurts