conversation part 1

i did not do much the whole day today... not in the mood....

i however talked a friend for a long time.... he has been supportive and known me for quite a while now... we talked

of course before his wise statement... this is what he has to say

that i should really listen and see what god is trying to do here...... that god has every reason to put me where i am and why he put me there.... he continues...

"maybe it's something u have not learn or did not see, he wants u to learn something.. don't worry too much about what's going on... if its meant to be it will be"

i replied stating i disagree.... of course bear in mind i'm the one who is involve and thus i really can't think straight for the moment....

my friend continued

"remember E?? u fall head over heels for her and now that u meet her back and that she's single... u r not doing anything simply because as u told me.... u want nothing to do with her except only as a friend"

i keep silent and just give a slight sound of agreement

"then came G, remember how awesome both or u were?? u guys flew all the way to taiwan to meet up with each other?? it didn't work out.... and at this moment u want nothing to do with her except maybe as a friend which i doubt because u told me u hardly talk to her anymore"

i keep silent again and again give a slight sound of agreement

"now came this lady, which he had trouble pronouncing.... been through so much.... not sure if god want u to past this test or put an end to both of your miseries.... but if its meant to be.. she'll be back.... don think too much about it... rather take the time to do some reflection"

he continues

"u r way off your track my friend.... u don seems like the jest that i knew few years back...

i replied that people do grow

"that's not who u r.... u think so different.... girls don want nice guys but a guy they admire... of course u have to be nice but they won't admire u because u r nice..... they'll still stick with u if u r somewhat bad but they admire u.... they will definetely stick with u till the end if they admire u and u r being nice to them...."

i agree

he replied again

go out there and get notice by her and let her admire u of who u really are... if it fails then it's not meant to be.... if it works then its meant to be.... don even worry about accepting or not... if its meant to be... u will eventually be with her

just go out and be admire....

i say thanks for all the kind and encouraging word.......

second conversatio then took place with my other friend..... this is how it goes....................