conversation part 2

second part

my friend asked.... so how's P??

i replied.... not sure but i know i'm not doing too well....

he replied

"u r doing it all wrong.... girls r like this... i have known u for quite well over a year and have seen many things happen between both of u.... i know she's special to u and i have been through all this.... if u walk past this... i promise u that u'll be better in every aspect of your life.... now u're like a wounded dog.... trying hard to get her back and being desperate.. disgusting.... i don care what she did but what u r doing disgusted me... show her your capabilty"

"if u think u want this then go out and get it........ u don need people's opinion or affirmation.... just do it.... girls like to be with a guy they admire......."

same wording strike again....

call me supersticious but same words strike twice.....

is this a message or what

i then went to have a cup of tea with my friend......

the fun was clearly different... i had my mind on her all the time.....

we then play a Q & A game.... of course i got asked tons of questions.....

my friend then reply..... don worry... one day u'll look back and find that this is all only part of the road and u'll laugh at how silly u r for crying so much for her....

seriously can i help it??

but i know where they r coming from.....

i knew what to do.. its just that i need those moral support........

to or or not to be it's up to me

if its meant to be it will be and god... this time round i'm putting my faith on u

they say.... god will let u walked a lot of relationship until one day u learn how to appreciate a relationship..... just like how he'll get u a near death experience to make u appreciate life as a whole

tears will still shed but i know........ there's a plan